When God makes us he gives us one simple task and that is to live.You see we are the ones that make it difficult, it is never to late to change anything. If you're not dead there's still time.So just live. Wake up at sunrise every morning and make a list of all the things that make you happy then go do it. Have fun and live no matter what age you're,your still young. Nobody Knows there expiration date so why not live. Go get a pile of leaves together and just sit in them , do what ever you have to do to make you're self happy and free. Just do it for the good of living.It's you're destiny choose how you want to live it and p.s don't ever care what anyone thinks....ever.